| Devil Has A Black Dress So Her Arms Can Bleed |
[May. 23rd, 2004|03:27 pm] |
Here is a picture of my lovely pet rat DeeDee drinking some smirnoff off of a bottle cap. She is currently an alcoholic. lol! :P
Last night i smoked the green stuff with my friends. Albert Danni and Janina are all friends again, i'm happy for that, i'm also happy that they put all the past shit behind them and just let things be. We are growing up... *tears fall*. So like i said we smoked the green stuff last night and we got all crazy. We fucking climbed rocks and i was struggling with my big huge boots. lol i almost died. lol jk. we smoked the shit out of our stuff last night.
I got a problem... me and noe are on a break... supposedly... and we arent acting like we are. But the thing is we think we are on a break... i think that way too... it's a little complicated... but because we say we are on a break Noe is making himself feel better... he's getting out and going to hang out with his sister and her dude and playing video games. I want him to do something that he'll stay in and be happy with it. But i'm feeling happy. So yay!
School starts on June 1st... so my last night to party is on the A Perfect Circle concert. Noe is buying my ticket and I'm getting Alberts and Noe will be working the little Ceasers booth over there and will be having a "Meet n Greet" with APC so he's getting the autographs. Yay! He gets to fucking meet Maynard. Madness!
On a wierdo note... i wish i was pretty! *cries* |
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| Things Change |
[May. 15th, 2004|06:51 pm] |
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Alot of changes have happened in the past months. A few of my friends aren't friends anymore. Alot of us don't hang out as much with each other. Alot of us had alot of changes in our lives recently too. I believe things change for a reason and people change for reasons too. I just hope everyones thoughts and hearts are aimed towards the good and not at the bad. Some of us i believe still want things to be like they used to. But i don't want them to be like they used to be ... not completely. I don't think things can be like they used to be anyways. But i think it's worth another try maybe. I know some might not want to try but it's ok because you make your decision in your best interests and how it will work for you. I still love you tons and i'll always be there for you and we still be hanging and we still be smoking my peepee! lol Maybe i'm wrong who knows. But i think we should all shake our bootays and do stuff.
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[May. 14th, 2004|09:59 pm] |
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Mental Note: Don't trust anyone anymore. |
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| Imagestation is stupid |
[May. 14th, 2004|03:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Dancin | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Billy Idol - Dancing With Myself | ] |
Hey there people
The past few nights i've been hanging out with my Main Mamas! That's Albert Danni and my baby Noe. LOl that sounds like i actually have a baby. Well anyways we be smokin and tokin and we need to throw more water balloons. Last night i just hung out with Albert and Noe cuz Danni was forced to stay in by angry aliens. lol i dunno! So we watched fucking Kung Pow and that shit was so fucking hilarious. Lately things have been great. Just chilling out before Summer 1 starts kicking back and smoking with my friends. It's been delightful. Oh it's been fucking raining like crazy and it needs to stop. Stop now dammit! Today today i'll probably hang out wiht my "posse" or however you spell it. I think we are going to watch the state or some weed movie. Yay to weed movies! I had woken up earlier today around 10:30ish but i only watched the pink panther cartoons and then crashed - right now noe went to go buy me some cookies. yay! lmfao the other night we had all went to Danni's and played Nintendo and we ate a whole thing of oreos. I don't even remember going to Wal-Mart that night at all. So if ya'll remember what we did let me know. oh and her mom made us like 3 bags of popcorn lol that fucking rocked. Lol! I think all i remember is Noe saying that some chicks were saying we smelled like weed or something. I didn't think we did but we were all high though.
My last entry had these really awesome pictures from Deviantart.com check it out you'll love it. Some people do shitty and some people do awesome.
I hope everyone did well on all their classes or tried their hardest. :)
I finally downloaded yahoo messanger so i've been talking to alot of my old houston friends and some other neato people as well. kk i'm off to watch more pink panter.
*dances around the room* lol i think today will be an ok day.
On the floors of Tokyo
Down in London town's a go-go
With the record selection and the mirror's reflection
I'm a-dancing with myself
Oh, when there's no one else in sight
In the crowded, lonely night
Well, I wait so long for my love vibration
And I'm dancing with myself
Oh, oh, oh dancing with myself
Oh, oh, oh dancing with myself
Well there's nothing to lose and there's nothing to prove
And I'm dancing with myself
Oh, oh, oh, oh
If I looked all over the world
And there's every type of girl
But your empty eyes seem to pass me by
And leave me dancing with myself
So let's sink another drink
'Cause it'll give me time to think
If I had a chance, I'd ask one to dance
And I'd be dancing with myself
Oh, oh, oh, oh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*GRABBS YOU AND DANCES AROUND THE ROOM* |
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[May. 14th, 2004|02:22 am] |
Here's a few pictures it think are really pretty. So enjoy the eye candy dolls!!! *muah*
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| God Is A Bitch |
[May. 10th, 2004|02:32 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  totally crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jack off Jill - Swollen | ] |
Happy Mothers day to all you bitches!
Today I went with my mom to my grandmothers house. It was kinda a drag for like an hour i was playing solitaire ... and not on a computer. lol! Then these mariachi came to sing to my grandma. That was ok kinda sad though at the same time. Cuz they sang to her outside and she is in a wheelchair cuz she's so old. She didn't look all to happy about it but then again she did. if that made any kind of sense. My uncle gary was there and my aunt jeane and damn is my uncle gary a bitch. he kept nagging at my aunt about how many pictures she took. My aunt was all pissed about that. Plus she kept bragging about her girls. Blah blah blah. Ugh and my older sister was there with her dude and she just had to bring her dog too. Grrr. My sister just pissing me off period. She needs a kick in the face. So now everyone is gone from my grandma's except for me and my 2 lil sisters and my mom and my aunt who lives there. I am already tired and bored and want to go home sooo bad. We start helping my aunt put my grandma back in bed and out of her wheelchair and change her and do all that stuff. SO finanly we get home and i have this headache up the ass. SO i'm crashing and my 2 lil sisters are playing in my room. Then my mom screams my name out and i'm like damn what did i do. lol! She's telling me to put my shoes cuz my grandma fell ot of bed. I don't know how she fell when she has these huge bed rails i made sure were up before i left my grandma. So we rush over there at midnight and my grandma is on the floor andmy aunt is just crying her eyes out and scared that my grandma is hurt. What was scary is that the cathater in my grandma had come out and there was blood on the floor. I was so freaked and tired at the same time. i was being a kluts while trying to help pick up my grandma. So we picked her up and was cleaning her and cleanign the blood on the floor and putting new sheets on. My mom called her provider but they jsut said they'll come in the morning. fucking bastards! My aunt was still frantic abotu my grandma. My grandma does nto remember what she was doing. She couldn't have fallen out of bed - she had to have tried to get out of bed. My sister celina is super close to my aunt and grandma and she got upset today when the mariachi's were playing for her cuz my grandma was all smiling at her. I guess she's afraid she'll pass. I mean she will but when is the question. It'll be soon that's for sure. :( Anyways celina was brushing my grandma's hair after everything calmed down. And i jsut wanted to cry so bad. God is a mother fucker. The pain that i'm going to see when she passes is going to be so fucked up on everyone. I don't want to see it happen. I just want to go far away when it happens and pretend she just never left. God is such a bitch man. Damn him and all his shit. The other day i was all upset cuz i was looking at my aunt take care of my grandmother. She does all this shit. SHe never gets out because she's afraid to leave my grandmother alone. It's so sad. What will happen when my grandma passes. I wish i was just little again and everyone i knew wasn't old and wans't passing away.
On a brighter note... i can't wait till my summer money comes in so i can do all this online shopping. I found these purtay vynil platform boots i want and this pretty black and red lace dress that is so fucking gorgeous. Also i am definately buying a digital camera. Yay for me!
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[May. 7th, 2004|07:51 pm] |
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| |  sometimes you feel like a slut | ] |
I'd fuck you because you are famous
I'd fuck you for your money
I'd fuck you to control you
I'd fuck you so someday I can have half of everything you own
I'd fuck you to fuck you over
I'd fuck you until I find someone better
Then fuck you in secret
I'd fuck you because I can't remember if I'd already fucked you before
I'd fuck you out of boredom
I'd fuck you because I can't feel anything anyways
I'd fuck you to make the pain go away
I'd fuck you so I could feel something instead of nothing at all
I'd fuck you because you are beautiful
I'd fuck you because you are my nigger
I'd fuck you because I am your whore
I'd fuck you because you are a whore
I'd fuck you for fun
I'd fuck you for fun
I'd fuck you because I can't
I'd fuck you so I have a place to stay
I'd fuck you so you will protect me |
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| WTF does this mean. |
[May. 5th, 2004|12:31 pm] |
♥Christina and ♥Noe | - Will conceive a pair of adult girls.
- Elect to almost elope for the foreseeable future.
- Harbour intense love for each other.
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lol a pair of adult girls? lol like i'm going ot give birth to adult girls. lol OWCH! |
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| dance till you die |
[May. 4th, 2004|12:09 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | fucking crappy | ] |
la la la la la ...
blah blah blah...played the sims today ... fun! Later on went out to lunch with my mom. Noe came over and we hung around n stuff ooh he bought me this lil tiny red pillow that says i love you in the center, he also got me water bombs and he also had a joint
lol yay! So me and albert and my noe went to go smoke and i brought like 5 water bombs wiht me. Lol i threw one all unexpectedlly at this car it was so funny all the ballon did was bounce off the car and splat on the floor. Albert did this hardcore throw at this van and it made this loud ass noise. LOL that was great.
I dunno what else to write in here.
Everything is stupid.
make me laugh make me smile make me cry make me hurl make me leave you make me scream make me believe make me sing make me yawn make me dance make me think make me move make me smoke make me die make me hurt you make me bleed make me sin make me fuck make me forget make me need you make me breathe make me lie make me cheat make me kill make me make me make me make me make me make me make me make me make me hate you |
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[May. 2nd, 2004|07:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | an unhappy state | ] |
What am i doing wrong...
Treat me like a rag doll and throw me around...
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
Keep me down to what you think I should be
Must you tempt me and provoke the ministry?
Keep on trying I'm not dying so easily
I think i'm a pretty good person... |
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[Apr. 29th, 2004|01:21 pm] |
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Ugh! School is so stupid. |
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| You Ain't So Clean My Deary |
[Apr. 27th, 2004|07:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Fucked By A Star | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Scarling - Creep | ] |
yesterday yesterday...
Me and Noe went shopping. He got me this really really pretty chenelle blanket with a velvet border. Omg it feels so gorgeous on my skin. It's like a pretty wine color. I love it! We also bought The Texas Chaisaw Masacre movie and at we got the Official copy of the Invader Zim collection. Yay! I also got some garter panties and some thi hi fishnets with red lace at the top. Ooh muy sexi! We also got my Dee Dee some new stuff. She now has a lil house with a red roof and this red like wood thing that she can crawl under and she has some new food and some yogurt bites!
Today Today...
I saw my advisor today for what classes i should take for summer! I need to start registering for meh classes soon. Waisted alot of time at school today because my Psych class was cancelled. Stoopid instructor. So i waisted like 3 hours at school for nothing. Grr damn all you people with cars. Yo quiero car!
I fucking hate my oldest sister. I wish she'd die! She made me feel like shit today. On top of that my mom kept talking to me about my father about what happened when she found out he was cheating. She was just talking about it but i was just staring at her all quiet holding back all these emotions by biting on my lip. Why do people like to fuck with other peoples emotions.
*screams* i want to see a perfect circle. |
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| She's A Squeaker! |
[Apr. 25th, 2004|07:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jack off Jill - My Cat | ] |
Sittin here at meh desk downloading some songs and playing with my rat. She's trying to eat a peice of cheese and i keep pretending like i'm gonna snag it away and she sqeeks at me. I've been letting her share my soda with her recently She loves the shit. I stick my finger in my soda glass and she drinks the soda from my finger. It rocks. I should be doing homework, i know i know i know! But i'm enjoying blowing time with Dee Dee! Blah blah blah. Also looking for some icons for this boring ol' journal, i'm too lazy to make my own. Yay one of my songs finished downloading....
My rat is amazing
She can play the guitar
She may not be an actor
But she's a pussy superstar
My rat isn't crazy
She's everything to me
My cat burns the bible
And she thinks it's so funny
She isn't very good
She isn't very smart
She may not be Picasso
But she is a work of art
My rat is handsome
She can play the guitar
She can break my arm in seven places
She can eat a whole watermelon
pOO!
Yesterday night my friend Albert was over watching Invader Zim w/ me and we were eatin some pizza My Noe gave us. Around 1:30ish he was going to take off cuz i was snoozing off. So i walked him to the door and closed it and went to my room to get undressed and called Noe. Then there was a knock at my door and it was Albert telling me to go look at his car. I was freaking out cuz i was expecting like glass to be shattered on the ground everywhere. But someone went into his car and took out a 3-liter of soda he had bought earlier and set it outside of his car door. So someone went inside his car while we were inside watching cartoons and took out the 3-liter and searched the car and took everything out of the glove compartment. LUCKILY, there wasn't anything of value in the car to take. So i freaked out and stayed the night at Albert's - i was scared someone would break in and rape me or something. People make me so mad i want to bite off all their fingers and dip them in sweet and sour sauce and then eat them.
GRRRR!! Noe is at work, me and my rat are all lonely... Poo. Listening to Metallica isn't making it better. Grrr! NOTHING MAKES IT BETTER! Have a stupid final to do... but i don't wanna do anything productive. And my rat's looking at me like i have all the right answers. but you know what i DON'T! i dunno what i'm talkign about. I wanna lay down and not think about a damn thing but that's impossible...
*twirls around the room* |
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| " A Ghetto Love Poem" |
[Apr. 21st, 2004|11:40 pm] |
" A Ghetto Love Poem"
Gurl I love you,
Straight up Fo'Sho.
Or I wouldna told dem ova girls
not to call me no mo.
I knewed it was true,
da first day I seen you.
Why you thank I do,
the thangs I do?
Ramemba ha I use ta wine and dine you,
Schlits Malt Liquor and Bar-Ba-Q.
I gave you a bubble baffs and fed you grapes.
Dey was on sale that week a dolla niney-eight.
Romanic eenins afta dark,
Skreet light walks around da park.
Like the very first time,
you came ova my crib.
And you got all scared,
cause that roach was on yo Timb.
I was right therre,
with a can o' spray.
To be yo Super Negro,
and save da day.
I ain't even pay my light bill,
so I can take you to da club.....
Don't knock ova does candles
and burn up my rug!
And dat nite we made luv,
for a long liddle bit of time.
I hope you got yours,
cause I Sho'nuff got mine.
I woke up early and made you breffix in bed.
Sep fo I ain't have no juice, no grits, and no eggs.
Didn't have no cereals and was fresh outta milk,
so we had some toast and some potada chips.
I use to rub lotion on yo feets,
and massage yo back.
I found you some glue,
when you lost one of yo tracks.
Now what man you knowded,
ever loved you like dis.
Gurl please just take my name
off dat child support list. |
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| It's Good To Be Broken And All Dolled Up |
[Apr. 16th, 2004|12:06 pm] |
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Noe got me some pink roses on the day we were supposed to go on a date. His cousin didn't pull through (what a jerk) so instead he got me roses. they are gorgeous. They are on my desk and they are really opening up. I don't want them to die ever.
My mom and my sisters made plans to see my sister Cindy at the state hospital in Giddings, tx. They'll be going with my older sister and her boyfriend. I won'tb e going though i'll be home. I don't think i'd be able to handle all that anyways.
Noe bought me the movie May and i love it so much. I didn't know it was going to be that good. I heard alot of good things about it but when i saw it it was amazing. |
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[Apr. 14th, 2004|04:15 pm] |
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I Want Everyone Who Reads This To Ask Me 3 Questions, No More, No Less. Ask Me Anything You Like. I Will Answer Them Honestly. Then I Want You To Go To Your Journal, Copy And Paste This Allowing Your Friends To Ask You Anything. |
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[Apr. 13th, 2004|12:20 pm] |
I got a hot date tonight with my Noe. No clue as to what we may be doing but he says it's a surprise.
Yesterday Janina had her music thing at A & M it fucking rocked my socks. She told me this girl almost like threw up after she sang that musta sucked for her. Anyways Janina did an awesome job. Afterwards we went to Bennigans and had some drank. lol all nigger sounding "drank". It was yummy.
I gotta run. |
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| horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny |
[Apr. 9th, 2004|10:16 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  horny | ] |
Yesterday i hung out with janina we did a lil shopping and we did a lil smoking and we did a lil eating and then we watched a lil movie and we did a lil dance. It was great hadn't seen her in like foreva!!! Like we went to this furniture store and i completely forgot why we went in. I still don't member. It's ok it'll come to me i just remember saying how all the furniture looked so pretty. lol. We saw that Jersey Girl movie not the greatest movie but the lil girl was cute and liv tyler was hot. Those had to be the best aspects in the movie...
Afterwards there was no one home so i started painting stuff with my nail polishes. I mean they are there and i don't have enough nail to use them on me so why not paint stuff. I was paiting a picture frame then Albert came over to smoke a ciggarette. And we sat as i painted and then we moved over to my room and played video games till we couldn't keep our eyes open. Then i fell asleep.
Nothing exciting going on... i have a research paper due that i'm doing little by little and studying here and there. Alot of homework. Haven't been going to my remedial math class at all. Supposed to be there right now but oh well fuck it. Not paying attention in there so why waste my time sitting there not paying attention. So i came to the library my mom dropped me off and said for me to waste time here till 12 because Celina is doing some cheerleading shit and there isn't anyone there to supervise. How irresponsible of those cheer instructors to leave all these girls out there with no supervisor. So my mom went back to save the day. She'll be on her vacation next week... woop dee fucking doo. I dunno.
So... easter is coming or is here or you know what i mean. We don't be doing a damn thing. So nothing special there. LOL i'm such a nerd i'm actually exciting abotu summer school.
It sux when your horny and you have to wait till you get out of school for sex. damn damn damn. |
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